As we gear up for 2019 and prepare ourselves for the renewing energies, it can feel as if nothing is being renewed. This time of year can feel like you’re moving backwards. The 12-12 Portal and the Cancer Full Moon immediately following is allowing us to heal and put aside relationships that are not beneficial to us. This breaks karmic patterns. But if you’re spending increased time at home and feel like you’re permeating in generational karma, you can feel as though if you’re stuck in that karma instead of breaking the pattern. ☾
Have faith. Everything is falling away. 2019 is bringing in the new, and we’ve experienced a shift that this generation has never before experienced. It will take time for your bodies and minds to adjust. This can feel increasingly jarring if you’re with relatives, away from home, or out of your routine for an extending period during the holidays. ☾
This is a period where everyone is undergoing intense transformation. Let it happen. Know that everything that does not fit in your existence anymore has fallen away from your being. You are not your family and you are not your generational karma. You are healing those wounds, even if you are being confronted with them. ☾
Focus (as always) on your self-love. For me, this has meant trying to keep up my vegetarian diet in a family of carnivores and spending plenty of time by myself books – until I can return to my normal meditating and tarot-reading routine. ☾
There is no wound that you cannot heal. You are no longer your family’s karma. You broke away from those chains once, and you will do so again and again in your life as you keep outgrowing old patterns. ☾
We are all growing. Let it happen.