GROWTH HURTS. Not always, not every time, but most of the time… yes, growth hurts. We’re on top of the eclipse (one of two in January) and the Full Blood Moon. This is a time that is going to define the rest of your year — things are coming to the surface that are going to leave you for the last time. ☾
Of course, sometimes that really sucks. I’ve been in a classroom all weekend attempting to make some strides towards the manifestation of my future, but that positive action has not made me feel much better throughout this weekend. Especially today. Even in the middle of positive actions and trying to make strides for the future, there were at least three separate times today when I felt like excusing myself and breaking down. ☾
This isn’t because I need or want any extra attention, this is to bring to light another way that patterns emerge. When we are sitting on top of eclipses, we expect that growth to look like a lot of incredible downloads that give us peace and clarity. But sometimes, and especially with this eclipse, you might feel sudden, strong, emotional surges of a negative pattern that feel overwhelming. That’s because they’re kicking and screaming on their way out — but don’t think because of a few bad days during the eclipse, that you aren’t growing as successfully as someone else. Your growth just looks a little different. ☾
I used to think that growth always looked like pretty, nicely packaged downloads that happened during eclipse days. But sometimes, it looks like a few very emotional and painful days that you have to try to not take too seriously. You just need to take care of yourself and wave good-bye to those patterns as they exit you. ☾
Embrace the Full Blood Moon and the Eclipse tonight. Meditate, practice self-care, and be alone if you have to. Sunlight and moonlight always come back after an eclipse, and so will you, brighter than ever.